So I'm 22, from Cardiff and was living my life as normal, working in a call centre. Over the past year or so I had been approached by a number of people who made various offers enticing me to do some porn shoots and naughty pictures with them. But these offers were invariably from people I would class as amateurs and really just after a free fuck, so I never felt comfortable about shooting with them and brushed their offers off and carried on with life. I knew there was something missing in my sex life because I would always be screaming more and the fuckings I got were never hard enough. No one had pushed my boundaries and I was craving to explore that side of myself.

Then in mid October 2013 I received a message from UK porn performer/producer  @http://johnnyrockard.blogspot.co.uk, who was very professional and offered good money for filming and said he could help set me up with porn work on the side to supplement my income a bit. My life long dream is to have a boob-job so I just saw £'s in my eyes and thought, "ahhh I'm gonna do it. We had a couple of lengthy discussions by instant messaging and phone, and I have to say that Johnny got me intrigued, excited, and very, very wet by explaining that he was a Dom and would bring out sides of me I never even knew I had. Wow!! This immediately made me excited as he was promising to fuck me and ruin me the way I had been wanting and wanting for such a long time.

So I checked out 'Johnny Rockard Bristol' on Google, and sure enough, there he was fucking other girls hard and rough. Dominating them in some ways I'd dreamed of, and other ways I hadn't even thought of or knew were possible. With panties soaked through at the thought of what Johnny could do with me I knew I would be, and wanted to be, totally helpless and obedient to his dominant sexual demands of my body. There's no way in the world I would let any random guy do the kind of stuff to me I had longed for. But @Johnny Rockard is a tried, tested and trusted name with a hell of a track record behind him in porn. So I felt safe: although very, very nervous.

Anyway. There I was at home in Wales. Nervous, excited, and very, very broke, with little confidence in myself, sod all of a future that I could see, and only £19 to my name. Which I then decided to spend on my travel costs to Johnny Rockard HQ in Bristol. I had absolutely no idea of what was ahead of me once I was there, and no idea if I was going to get back the cost of my travel. Let alone make any money for myself.
Yet I had this very strong belief that everything would be somehow fine, and that I was doing the right thing. All I had to do was keep believing and pushing myself. Which I did.

Well. The few days ahead of me soon passed and before I knew it I was nervously on my way to Bristol because cold feet just isn't me. I was intrigued by Johnny and felt oddly drawn to him in a way which I hadn't really connected with any other person before. He was confident, knowledgeable, assuring, and quite bossy: which is something I am not used to in a man. Because normally it is me who is in control. I am the strong one which, to be honest I get really bored with. Yes. I find most of the guys I have ever known and attract to be kind of strong on first meet. But then as time goes on I find myself in a position where I have to be the one who takes over the dominant role, and it really pisses me off! Maybe it's just because I have hung around with guys who are slightly younger or older than my 22 years on this planet so far. Boys in mens bodies, I suppose you could say.

Not Johnny though. No. He was like a magnet because he challenged me in some ways which I didn't think were possible, and he also had the measure of me and knew me better than I know myself. He would be sensitive to what I thought and felt, and put clarity to my thinking in a way which was uncomfortable to me in the sense that he was ahead of me all the time. I hated it almost as much as I loved it. Okay. Hated is a strong word which doesn't describe accurately. But I think you probably know what I mean. Or at least I hope you do.

Within a day or so, and only having £19 to my name, I blew the lot on travel to Johnny Rockard HQ in Bristol. My stomach was all over the place as I took the train journey from Wales. Nervously excited, and half of me wondering what was to become of me, while the other half was telling me I was crazy heading into the unknown like this. But I was determined to follow this through and arrive as I said I would.

Anyway. Here I was waiting at the station for Johnny and playing on my phone so as to take my mind off the nervousness, when Johnny appeared and whisked me off to the city centre for some pre-shoot shopping: and I have to say I nearly orgasmed on the spot when I saw the size of the Bristol Primark store and the range of stock!! But decided I'd best save my orgasmic self for what was to come back at Johnny Rockard HQ. Why completely spoil what promised to be something even better and more sexually exciting than shopping huh?

Johnny Rockard HQ may on the face of it sound like some massive commercial complex. But it's actually Johnny's wry way of describing where he lives as being the hub of his global reach, and basically a maisonette where the ground floor space has been designed to work as a studio space.

In my head I was expecting him to rip the clothes off me as soon as I walked through the door. But it wasn't like this at all. It was far more relaxed and comfortable and I found Johnny easy to get along with, and although still feeling well outside of my comfort zone I equally found myself feeling quite okay as time went on because Johnny was so welcoming, friendly and at ease to be around. But at the same time he is actually quite an intimidating person. Not in a really bad way at all. He is far from that. I guess it's because he is a Dom, and someone who is confident and well in control and authoritative. In some ways quite overpowering in personality. But at the same time a very quiet and aloof. I don't know what it is about him really. But the feeling of edginess in his space is intriguing and sexually alluring. Especially for a girl who is so in control in every other way except sexually. Where I am quite the submissive who loves to be treated like a slut and being handled roughly, being called names, having my hair and body pulled around and being totally ruined.

It was time for my initial photos and as I was changing into my new undies right in front of him I could feel myself getting wet. An odd feeling really. Because I would usually never have the confidence to get changed or appear naked in front of anyone, as I am quite body conscious. For the first time however it felt quite different, and here I was about to get photographed, filmed and then absolutely sexually trashed by an experienced porn performer.

Johnny obviously noticed my wetness, and before I knew it he stood up and pushed his fingers deep inside my soaking pussy while grabbing my hair and pulling my head right back into a submissive hold. To be honest with you I was gushing from this and well and truly ready for whatever happened next. He finger fucked me hard, fast and deep before pushing me down onto a bed chair. Fuck! I was in orgasmic heaven to the point where every goose bump on my body tingled with excitement to the point of explosion.

Before I knew it I had his entire hand inside me and I was screaming and squirting like I hadn't known before. I couldn't believe this was happening as I looked down in shock to see his entire clenched hand ramming me. At this point I just didn't care what happened to me next. I was helpless to him, and happy to be so. Amazing!!!! I was experiencing what I had always wanted, At last - and it was incredible.

I was dragged, pushed, and pulled around in every way. He had me wherever he wanted me, and grabbing my hair again pushed his hard cock deep into my mouth, and holding my head he fucked my mouth and throat until I was gagging and dribbling my spit everywhere before forcing me into positions where he could push his cock deep inside of me and fuck my soaking pussy hard. This was a McDonalds fuck - and I was lovin it! He spunked in my mouth after slut fucking me and then photographed be because I had sex in my eyes, and a telling smile on my face.

I felt naughty. I felt bad. Yet I felt so good. No one had ever dominated me like this before and I was truly in orgasmic heaven. If this was just the beginning I couldn't wait to find out what was in store for me next. Believe me. I was well up for anything, and I mean 'anything' after this!

Next morning I was woken early by Johnny in the best way ever to be woken up. You know that feeling where you are still asleep but aware of becoming more aroused by the minute. Well this was what happened as I felt a warm tongue very gently bringing my clit to life. My god! It was slow and gentle, and somewhat surprising from a Dom. But what the hell. This was good!! He was touching my clit but almost not touching it with every stroke of his tongue, and with a gradual intensity that built until it felt as if my clit was about to pop. He knew exactly what he was doing, and totally as I would expect from a very experienced pro porn performer like Johnny. As the intensity in and around my now saturated pussy grew so his fingers entered me as well and my entire body started to tremble and then shake, and then tremor violently as I reached an amazingly intense orgasm that thrust itself from my body.

Well. After such a horny start to the day it was time to get moving as Johnny wanted to test my abilities to relate to the camera in public. Little did I know exactly what he had on his mind until we were on our way. When I was told we were going to the University of the West of England and I was to play the part of a student who would be picked up on campus by Johnny and invited to take part in a porn movie.

Okay. So we arrived at the Uni and the scenario is that I am to walk out of a building and he will catch me up and then randomly interview me about life on campus. Easy, I thought. I'm given the direction and take my place waiting for Johnny to be within a few metres of me before I casually walk out ahead of him and wait to be approached ax I'm walking down the footpath by the student accommodation.

I won't spoil your viewing pleasure by telling you what happens in the video next. But the action is that I get to suck him off besides a car park, before giving him another blow job on a Bristol bus and then getting fucked on the steps of a public car park. None of which I have ever done before, by the way. But this whole experience was exhilarating, and edgy to say the least, and I absolutely LOVED every minute of it!!!

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